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2012-01-31T21:50:00.007+08:00

Spent CNY being geographically away from all my honey bunnies yet again. Daddy has rlly gta stop picking such festive seasons for travelling cause my hands are itching from mahjong/blackjack so badly alr ):

Anyway, Taiwan is just overrated to me, or probably because it's winter now that shopping aren't satisfying enough. Oh and I left my camera battery in the hotel room after charging it during the 7th day. Arrgh, really hate my carelessness sometimes I feel like punching myself. Had so much rice every day it's almost more than the amount I've ever eaten in my entire life. Yes, that much! And all that's stopping me from whining the complaints I have in my head are the yummylicious street food which made up for all the cons. Before I go to bed w my fatty tummy every night I wish Singapore have snacks half as nice. Reeaalllyyyy. If only I can bring them back..

Ok, photobomb now!

X'mas party @ Des' crib

BAF's 21st Bday Chalet

Ericko's Return

20th Monthsary @ SG Flyer

Bao's 21st Bday Chalet

Darren.L's 21st Bday @ Mink

And last but not least

Taiwan

Just got a new baby home after spending one whole noon in Funan IT Mall comparing cameras w the boy & my final choice is Olympus EPM-1! Loving it right now. Promise you guys better quality pictures from the next post on ok!

Till then, lots of love!

2012-01-01T16:40:00.004+08:00

Hello 2012.

Welcomed the new year with my favourite pple @ MBK last night & felt rlly loved. This bunch of sweeties I nvr want to grow apart with. Man I wish I could think of btr words to reduce how cheesy this might sound, but well I mean every word of it.

Woke up to good food this morning & then a short family bonding through mahjong got me feeling rlly blessed alr. And then there's yz's party w my poly peeps in a few hrs time, Andy's return from HK and Ericko's return. It feels like the new year is gna be good. And I spent quite a fair bit of time thinking abt how the upcoming year would be like! Can't help but to start stating new yr resolutions all over again even though they almost never succeed based on my many many past experiences hehe, but I would rlly love to complete my yr 1 studies smoothly without having to retake any modules, shed some kilos (ok all I want is 2kg pretty pls?), & to stay happy w my dear ones. Okkkkkk?!

No demanding resolution this year, so.. Let's go 2012!

2011-12-27T19:39:00.008+08:00

"It's suspended there to remind us before we pop the champagne & celebrate the New Year to stop & reflect on the year that has gone by. To remember both our triumphs & our missteps. Our promises made & broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures, or closed ourselves down for fear of getting hurt. Because that's what New Year's is all about - Getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about 'what if' & start embracing 'what would be'. So when that ball drops at midnight, and it will drop, let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long." - New Year's Eve

Can't help but to look back at the 12 months that have gone past us as it's nearing the end of 2011. This year had me parting from TP & admitting into SIM, officially stepping into the next big phase of my life which I'm excited yet worried about. At times it scares me how growing up could be so real, & everything ard could change so fast that all we can do is to adapt & stop whining. This year, I saw myself gg through a crazy ill period of fever, stomach flu, uti, & then I had tooth surgeries & braces on (which I look horrible in). But it was a great year. I still have my favourite pple ard keeping life so much simpler when times are hard, always cheering up my gloomiest days, supporting every decisions I've made & creating so much fun. And at the end of the day, I know that there's still the boy, always there for me no matter what. As much as I've been a blessed & happy girl this year, may 2012 remain as it is or be even better for myself as well as the pple I love! Cheers :D

2011-11-20T16:04:00.005+08:00

Hello to this space once again! It's been a long while.

Haven't rlly got the time to settle for a good and proper update here, but life's been pretty good lately - except the fact that NS is slowly stealing my friends away one by one. Can't imagine how next year would be like having all the boys enlisted. Every weekend would probably be watching their exhausted faces sharing all the army stories. And then there's Andy. What would it be like not having him there talking & singing to me everyday? Oh no, and who's gna satisfy all my random cravings w me?! Feel so sad just by the thought of it ):

I have soooo many pictures to bomb you with here so I guess I shall save my long-winded life stories for nx time ok! Hehe, xoxo.

JELLYBIRD EVENT @ AVATAR

P0's 20th BDAY

WINSTON'S 20th BDAY

HALOWEEN

BANGKOK

JAS 20th BDAY

AND..

Hehe cant stop playing with this app!

2011-10-16T17:49:00.007+08:00

" People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you're kind, people accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you're honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. "

But I stop trusting pple fully because every time I do, shit happens.

2011-09-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

TO MY DEAREST QT PIE

HAPPY BIG TWO YOU OLD MONKEY!
Cannot believe it's yet another year I'm celebrating your birthday here. I just hate how observant to your surrounding as you always are and that mentality you have that I'll definitely plan sth up. Which means for next year there shall be no surprises for you since I guess no surprise is the best surprise right? Hehe so gna make you regret on spoiling my well-planned night!

Besides enjoying the sunset, seafood & drinks, just wna let you know that your company is still the ultimate reason I've had such an incredible night and that is sth I'ld probably never get enough. May you achieve the best of everything in this great year ahead.

With all my love, happy birthday babyboy (:

2011-09-13T14:42:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 16TH MONTH MY BIG BIG MONKEY!

Haven't been touching this space ever since bridging is over, and here I am with good news - Year 1 is officially exempted! Hehe happy girl me! School is about to start in no time & I can't exactly tell if I'm excited or scared about it but well, let's just hope for the best. These 2 months have been awesome with every night spent with the same few familiar faces, I wonder why I never get bored of laughing at their crap. And of course the many meetup-s w my polymates, sm, rach etc & the many dates w my favourite boy. Aww don't I just love my life now :D

HARI RAYA VISITING

SENTOSA

MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL

BABYBOY

AND THE RANDOM ONES

2011-07-26T20:39:00.007+08:00

Maine's 20th @ MOF

Zoo

Mund's bday @ ECP

Crystal Jade XLB Buffet

Henderson's Wave

Bao's House-warming

And one of the many many dates w my little boy

Ikr, I'm unintentionally turning this space into a photo junk alr. But besides having these to aid me in backtracking all the celebrations/outings which I probably can't rmb significantly by now, the best thing about pictures is that they'll still look the same despite having everything else around you changed.

So, econs paper is probably the most effective weapon in bursting my brain and any phrase would still be an understatement as to how relieve I felt the moment I capped my pen this evening. I let out quite a loud breath & pretended like I didn't see the girl beside me turn over hehe.

May I wake up to Thursday evening when I can finally throw behind this mundane lifestyle (for a mth)!

2011-07-13T17:55:00.003+08:00

Henderson's Wave

Potluck @ Nana's crib

Poly favourites

& the boy

It's alr been half past 2011 and shld I say despite the smooth sail as yet, I wish uni can be gotten over & done with in just as quick a blink of an eye as things have always gone past me.

It's really pretty much of a change ever since school started a few weeks ago. I start falling asleep as early as 10pm; I barely get to meet the usuals whom I used to meet everyday anymore because they've all started working; I'm hanging out with my poly peeps alot now. The frequent meet-ups make us reminisce how school days in TP used to be so fun, how we behave in classes & teachers didn't like us but none of that really matter, how we can migrate from canteen to canteen after school for the whole noon/evening & not get bored of them, play card games/chit-chat/shop till we decided to give classes a miss, and that sense of belonging when we see all the usual faces each time we walk down the corridor - None of which feels the same in this new surrounding I call my school now.

Time & time again I try convincing myself that further studies isn't a wrong choice made, but if this is so then why do I always have to go through the same mental argument & feel so worn out all these while?

2011-07-10T16:36:00.007+08:00

Women's Dictionary - The 9 Deadly Words

#1 Fine
This is the word a woman uses to end an argument when she still thinks she's right. It means you need to shut up.

#2 Five Minutes
If she's getting dressed, this means half an hr. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game.

#3 Nothing
This is the calm before the storm. This means Something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with Nothing usually end in Fine (Refer to #1).

#4 Go Ahead
This is a dare, not a permission. Do not do it.

#5 Loud Sigh
This is actually a word, but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. It means that she thinks you're an idiot and wonders why she's wasting her time standing here & arguing with you about nothing (Refer to #3).

#6 It's Ok
This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. It means that she wants to think long & hard before deciding how & when you'll pay for your mistake.

#7 Thanks
A woman is thanking you. Do not question, or faint. Just say You're welcome.
*Special Clause: If a woman says Thanks a lot - it is pure sarcasm. Do not say You're welcome. That will bring on a "Whatever" (Refer to #8).

#8 Whatever
Is a woman's way of saying F- You.

#9 Don't worry about it, I got it.
Another dangerous statement. Meaning this is sth that a woman has told a man to do serveral times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's wrong?" before a woman replies "Nothing" (Refer to #3).

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LOL! Cant stop laughing at this.

2011-06-19T17:01:00.001+08:00

His images all over my head.
Vin Diesel is such a stunner.

2011-06-12T20:00:00.006+08:00

School's starting in exactly one wk's time. The thought of having to wake at 6am every morning from Monday to Saturday, travelling all the way to Clementi just for some lectures - sth which I haven't been to in a long time, makes me nth but nauseous. I hope puking on my timetable helps.

I'ld love to maximise my time to go crazy during this last 7 days of freedom but then again, I think what I need the most now is actually serenity & more rest. I'm in need of some time when I can clear my thoughts to think things through, make decisions, & set my mind right.

Some recent updates for you:

Jen & DarrenL's Mum Birthday Celebration

Mini Farewell @ Lucasfilm

Mel's place for Man U v Barce Match

Double Date w Po & Mund

And

Happy 13th Month

So cute right! The elmo actually look quite like you :P

2011-05-31T19:49:00.007+08:00

If not for the university admission, I wouldn't have chose to leave.

The random decision of looking for a temp job 3 mths ago was probably one of the best impromptu choices made by far, and as much as I really really love this working environment, SIM's enrollment date left me with no choice.

It is not often that a person can say he/she has enjoyed in the meantime of all the workload, but I have. The people here are different - More bubbly, open, & full of confidence. They walk up to you & talk like they've known you for years, & the next thing you realise after bumping into them a wk later, they actually rmb your name. My managers behave like friends. They cook for us, bake, drive us ard, buy us awesome food & bluff us about having to stay overtime just to laugh at our epic expressions. And I've nvr worked w a team more lively. Not forgetting my crazy lunch partner Deon who's been the sweetest girl ever.

I wish all of these will continue & impress more new employees in the time to come, like I already am.

Gonna be free as a bird after my last working day this Friday. I miss school days & all the crazy things we do without being judged, but I'm not sure if any of that will still be the same in SIM. A whole new environment with no familiar faces - Definitely not sth I'ld like esp when I'm no longer the sociable person who can mingle w anyone & everyone during the good old days.

All of these aside, I'm sorry for the long blog intervals. Time constraints & more of that has gotten into me, but hopefully things will get better after my status officially change to Unemployed nx week. This month saw the girls gathering for Ama's big 2, Po & Mund helping out with Andy's midnight surprise, doing up of a lunch box for almost 3 hrs with complimentary finger cut & blueblack on my knee, spending of our 1st yr anniversary @ Barrage & Chef Daniel's Kitchen w the boy, catching of Pirates of the Caribbean 3D screening w Lucasfilm and many other outings w the usual ones -Shopping @ Ikea, catching Fast 5, ManU v Barce match @ Mel's Place etc.

May's been quite a fruitful month, I must say (:

2011-05-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

Sunset w Andy

Gathering w Poly mates

Nana's 20th @ Rebel

Birthday w Poly mates

Birthday w the usuals

I figured that it is probably because God has got to be fair, there just bound to be someone or something to make life harder whenever I feel too contented or blessed at any point in time.

K. I'll probably get over it.

On a lighter note, I turned 20 a few days ago feeling absolutely loved. Finally found a breathing space in the midst of these time-wrestling weeks, or so I've self declared. Everyone's been so sweet I almost felt a few yrs younger simply by smiling throughout the days of celebrations. Genuinely appreciate all the time taken out. Special mention to Andy & the team of 10, you guys never fail to catch me offguard. Love all of you so very much.

I think I've lost count on the number of years that I've made this same wish consectively, but glad am I that it has stayed true all these while with you pple by my side, and esp my family.

I must be one hell of a lucky girl (:

2011-04-18T22:32:00.005+08:00

Keathui's 21st Birthday!

Des' 20th Birthday

Nelson's 20th Birthday

Short getaway trip

And these were some time back.

Sorry for the long hiatus. Work has been keeping me busy all day, which explains the need to fully utilize my pathetic weekends to make up for it. I would really love to meet up with everyone I miss but clearly time is catching up on me.

A proper update as soon as I'm free, promise!

2011-03-20T23:43:00.002+08:00

Actually I really kind of miss this space.

So many pple ard me are experiencing changes in their life at this point, and the mere sight of them trying to adapt is such a pain. I've always been a firm believer of karma and that nice pple deserve to be happy, but if this is so, then why the drama? As much as good things never last, I wish all of these would be gone just as quickly.

Life couldn't get busier especially with work getting in the way now. I wish I had more time. Maximising of my leisure hours after work and especially during weekends is probably why I feel so exhausted here, and I foresee a grumpy girl in the office tmr regretting on how I should be sleeping early, just like any other day.

Dropped the initial motive of this post because after typing a whole chunk of text, I realised that it'ld be of no difference from your actions if I rant here. And all I want is to be nothing like you.

Goodnight world. This space has nvr failed to make me feel better.

2011-03-05T17:23:00.007+08:00

Finally got over & done with poly. It's like stepping into the next phase of life & now there's this whole new chapter to fill. I can't help feeling both nervous & excited at the same time, and perhaps a little afraid of getting lost. I was never that good at adapting to changes.

Anyway, life's been pretty much of a drama scene lately. Everybody is quarreling & no one is listening. But then again, every one has their own stand & it's just not right for pple outside the circle to interfere. And even so, we all know the world is judgmental like that.

Things would have been so much easier if we all practice what we preach, no?

2011-02-15T12:17:00.006+08:00

Valentine's day was well-spent simply having dinner, watching movie, shopping & spending the night with my favourite boy. He's such a sweet thing (:

On the other hand, CNY is over with another reunion dinner @ my place last night. Tons of food & my last round of blackjack. It's time I click the start button on Revision aka Boring life now.

Till 2 wks ltr when I can smell freedom, xoxo!

2011-02-13T22:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 9TH MONTH
&
VALENTINE'S DAY

Bb yknow you've been such a dear & it makes me thank god to have you.

2011-02-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

Japan

The 8 days @ Japan last week was a great getaway from school, projects & all the stress. But in no time, here I am back again, having to face my last few weeks before putting an end to poly.

So before I sidetrack to my thoughts on graduation, Japan's been awesome - the weather, the food, the places of interests (esp Disneyland & USS), the shopping & of course the pple there who never fail to shower us with extreme enthusiasm & helpfulness in every single thing that we will never witness in Sg. The only thing I can complain about is probably the language barrier since we cant speak Jap and they cant speak Eng/Chi, so there's been alot of hand gestures & guessing to do there.

Me wna go again, pretty plsssxz?!

2011-01-31T19:26:00.003+08:00

The weather is driving me nuts. I dont think I've ever hated rain so much even though I was never a fan of it to begin with. Have been struggling with projects in lab almost every single day and all the datelines nearing when, in the meantime, trying my best to hold my endless cough, sneeze & clearing of throat to avoid eyes watching me like Im a SARS patient. This sucks.

Above this mundane yet stressful life, January's been pretty kind. Attended Bao's bday bbq @ Pasir Ris & Yz's bday @ Bugis with the girlies i've missed so much. They make me miss school - the old times when we hang out during/after classes tgt everyday. And then there was Darren.L's bday @ Mel's Place & Wk's bday @ Clarke Quay with the usuals. Ytd, after lunch with Andy's family, it was my family's advanced CNY reunion dinner where everyone's eyes were stuck on the tv screen watching AI (aka the uncle show) while Andy was busy explaining to me the storyline.

Im leaving for Japan in almost 24 hrs time. So, have a happy CNY all of you!

2011-01-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

The game of pretense is never hard to play, but I didnt like it. Pple who dont matter I just cant be bothered, and pple whom I hold dear the more I dont see a need to. Having to behave like what you're doing now, I see myself in the shadows of what you've always used to tell me you despise the most. But now, this is you.

2011-01-16T20:54:00.004+08:00

Couldnt emphasize enough how much i wish this month would come to an end. Each time I made time out for fun, I'ld have to pay back facing all the work which are almost driving me nuts. And with stress coming along, all I did to deal with it was to eat, and eat, and still eat. Should really cut down on my chocolate intake - That starts tmr.

On the contrary, as time passes day by day, I'm scared. It feels as though everyone that I've spoken with lately would ask about my plans after graduation, which is still an obvious question mark. It scares me further when pple go on & on, telling me what they're interested in, what they want to pursue & all of which I have nothing in mind.

Dear diary, I wish March comes with an answer.

2011-01-02T16:32:00.003+08:00

These were my last day of 2010 & first day of 2011 for you (:

2011-01-01T13:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2011!

Time has never failed to surprise me. It is yet another new year. I can still rmb vividly how I spent the whole night exactly one year ago, drinking and having lots of fun laughing at nothingness with my poly mates. I love doing that esp when im semi-drunk, just so yknow hehe!

So, i've decided to be greedy in making my new year resolutions! For this upcoming year, I wish for better health - both myself & the pple i love, esp daddy dearest. I wish to be a better person. I wish for lesser unnecessary dramas, and all of what makes up the downside of life. I wish for no goodbyes even though graduation is just around the corner. And I wish Andy & I would be counting down to new year 60 years ltr, eating Ice cream with our fake teeth on.

I was actually typing "I wish to be happier", but on second thoughts i deleted it, because Im already happy enough with all of you lovely pple around me (:

2010-12-31T12:58:00.002+08:00

They're so cute & lively that being with them for the whole of last night makes me feel like im 3 years younger again (:

2010-12-28T18:59:00.003+08:00

Merry Belated X'mas!

I had a great time with the peeps who lit up my poly life on the 23rd. We had dinner @ Manhattan before laughing our night away with the companion of seesha, drinks, games and talks. On the 24th, it was countdown party with the usuals @ Nana's place. There was spaghetti, turkey, roast chicken, ham, chocolate fondue, brownie - practically a food galore! And then there was xmas party @ Aunty Elsie's place on the 25th before squeezing with the crowd in town with my family, while 26th officially puts a full stop to my string of x'mas celebrations. Kicking start was lunch @ Paradise Inn with Andy & his family, caught Gulliver's Travel and spent the rest of our night visiting all the xmas trees in town - AIM ACCOMPLISHED hehe!

That was our last day of 2010 for you.

2010-12-20T18:20:00.004+08:00

Having been so used to passing time with my clique around in class saw me leading the last semester of school in such a lost. Breaking the ice & making small talks have nvr been my thing, or rather not anymore after being lucky for the past 2 and a half yrs. Now that I realise, I have been way too complacent with just staying within my own comfort zone all along, and here comes the tough part.

Time has nvr crawled so slow, it makes me dread classes even more. I feel alone in most parts of the day despite being surrounded with crowds of pple - all of whom I regonise but never spoken to. And I hate seeing myself trying so hard to mingle, so much so that at times I just feel like sitting alone and blend in with the walls. No more meaningless questions and answers. At least that way, I feel more like myself. But then again, I feel uneasy not talking. I need to talk, and probably have some hand movements or whatnot to feel alive. Because if I dont, I get the feeling that my jaw is gna suffer from some cramp or worst still I might just end up talking to myself like "ok im bored" and then the silent treatment.

See, now its makes me flaky too. Maybe imma emo girl deep down inside the shell? You can add me at emogurlxz_91@hotmail.com. Shall start drawing thicker eyeliner or slit some cuts across my arms to look more like one haha! Nyeahhh, i'm kidding.

I'm just too bored. So you may ignore the above gibberish.

2010-12-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 7TH MONTH

Spent 3 days in a row with this boy, still not bored of it, and i guess i'll never be. Having him there, hugging him to sleep & waking up to see his face as the first thing when i open my eyes is such a bliss. I love him for so many reasons i probably couldn't finish listing out. Because however noisy & loud as he has always been, he still never fail to brighten my day (:

2010-12-12T21:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GENE

Aren't you touched?! Hehe.
Words of advise: You need to go for some smiling classes!

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He used to be so chubby right! Want to pinch his face :D

Seriously gotta put in more effort & be determined about going for lectures, being punctual for school, start doing tutorials & all the work that would pull my GPA up. The first week of school was a failure. We practically just ran around canteens for all the food we've dearly missed hahahah and i hate it!

Nahhh, just a tiny little part of me actually heheheh.

2010-12-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

Damon: I need to say it once. You need to hear it. I love you, Elena.

A day @ home, just as i needed one, but still whining. Girls will always be girls, right.

Settled lunch at Sakae with boyfriend before he left me for one of his countless housewarming parties, yet again. So i thought this was a good time for me to finally start on Vampire Diaries 2! And there goes the day watching me get hooked up all over again, still cant keep my eyes off Ian Somerhalder (hehe), and poof! I'm done with all the 10 episodes! Now i gotta anticipate every week's new upload again. Ikr, we all hate this.

Yayness because tmr's 1st day back in school! And i miss school.

2010-12-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

Time is moving like a bullet train, haven't i already realise that a long time ago? Really couldnt squeeze out much time for computer lately, not to mention even kicking start on Vampire Diaries 2. Can someone remind me how i used to have free time watching tv & chasing drama series? Havent done that for awhile & i miss it.

Internship @ Straits Advisors would be ending in merely 2 days time. It's so hard to believe that 3 mths have past. Feels like just ytd that i was finding my way to UIC Building with the help of GPS. Cant bear to leave this chirpy environment, but a part of me really want to get back to school soon. Yup, ikr. I hate being fickle like that.

The past 2 weeks saw me being as exhausted as ever, falling asleep the next minute im on bed & then having to force myself up the nx morning. C3 & Sitex 2010 really drained the hell out of me, but laughing things off with those girlies never fail to pull me through the day. Many many love for you bimbos!

And boyfriend made time out to be mascot at the shows so that we can spend more time tgt hehe. So thankful to have you, really (:

2010-11-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH

Hey baby, we're half a year old now! And i still wna spend the next decade with you, so please stay healthy. You promised that you'll live longer than me righttt, then you gta stop eating all the junk food & secretly drinking coke when im not around ok! Even though we would have minor conflicts from time to time, and i know right, more than often it was just me throwing tantrum out of nothingness, you would still give in and always have your way in making me smile again.

And you dont know it secretly makes me love you more (:

2010-11-07T23:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 19TH MISTRESS

Had Xinyi's birthday celebrated in advance last night at some Korean BBQ Buffet place. All i remembered was probably eating fish, and more fishes while everyone else were happily indulging in their mountains of beef. It makes me look so pathetic, but what to do? I just dont like red meat.

Was suffering from really horrible cramps this morning & it was so bad that i even vomitted. I freaked out the moment i see pink puke pouring out from my mouth. Yes, literally pink! And then it took me 10 mins to cool down before figuring out that it was actually my menstrual pill + mac breakfast hehe! How gross but funny.

Spent the rest of the day lazing around at Xinyi's place, browsing through old photos, reminiscing the old happy days & having a quick realization on how fast time had past.

It was a plain sunday, but i just like it this way.

2010-10-25T21:14:00.005+08:00

Bf wearing the socks that i bought for him, hehe cute right!

Ever since the first day of work, i've been trying to convince myself every single morning that i'll get used to waking early someday as time goes. But here i am, still having the thought of dumping my alarm whenever it rings, struggling with getting out of bed, whining to Andy abt how sleepy i am throughout the day and surviving on coffee even though its already been the sixth week & counting.

This will get better in time, no?

So i had Jas' bday celebrated for the 3rd consecutive time throughout the week, went for Andy & his guys' chalet, had Crystal Jade xiao long bao buffet @ Holland V, dinner with the girlies on random weekdays, Jh's bday surprise, dates with Andy, and so much more.

Most importantly, i had my room painted on Saturday with the help of Andy, Po & Mund! Hehe i love it, thanks you guys (Y)

2010-10-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTH

"There you go making my heart beat again
Heart beat again, heart beat again
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it and do it one time
There you go pulling me right back in
Right back in, right back in
And I know I'm never letting this go

Im stuck on you, stuck like glue
You and me baby we're stuck like glue
Stuck like glue
You and me baby we're stuck like glue"

(:

2010-10-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINSTON

Thanks for being such a good listener all the time!
Enjoy your big day okokxz :D

2010-10-04T20:14:00.004+08:00

2 weeks of SIP have passed in a blink of an eye. Im beginning to realise the difference of being in a working life & treated as a responsible adult. It somehow makes me miss school, so much.

I miss lazing on the bed knowing that i can be absent for 3 days for each subject. I miss walking at my usual speed to the bus stop knowing that there's such thing known as 15 min of grace. I miss wearing shorts and slippers. I miss the slacky school days when all i do was probably talk & eat. I miss having all the time in the world to spend with friends. I miss staying out late & the numerous supper. And i miss being irresponsible & not having to account for it.

But i think im gradually adjusting to all of these things that i spent the past weeks struggling with. I think i've never been so punctual in my life. And walking so fast in heels despite the bad abrasions. And sleeping early. I feel so exhausted every night that no matter how hard i try to keep myself awake, i still never fail to fall asleep the next minute im on bed. And Andy you probably hate this - Sorry!

2010-09-25T14:02:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Chew

Hope you enjoyed gobbling half the cake down last midnight hehe!
Yknow i love you (:

2010-09-22T19:44:00.005+08:00

And that was Weiling jiejie's wedding for you.

I know right, i cant believe myself that its a maxy on me. Did a really last minute dress-search @ town with the help of my girlies & just when i was all stressed up with nothing to my liking, i tried on a maxy for fun with their encouragements and turned out, i love it!

Anyway, work has started. As much as i hate waking up at 7am everyday, having to squeeze with the crowd on trains & walking like a duck, i kinda like what im doing now. Time is passing so fast with workload coming in one after another so much so that before i know it, its time to knock off alr. Company even had a welcome lunch for us today at some japanese restaurant, cute right!

Oh, and happy mooncake festival everyone hehehehe me love mooncakes :D

2010-09-19T02:12:00.003+08:00

Couldnt be happier that endsem's finally over. I've been making full use of every single day because im afraid i would regret if i didnt after SIP kick its start on Monday.

To sum up my week, i had shopping with the girlies, mahjong with my poly favourites or DPSX + Yting, double dating(s) with Po & Mund, major weight gaining sessions @ everything-with-fries/udders-icecream/steamboat/dianxin with Andy, Weiling's wedding ceremony, catching of "Devil" with the usuals, and on top of all of these im actually quite nervous for tmr because its bro's bday celebration & i'll be bringing Andy along hehe.

Goodnight world, may tmr be an awesome day.

2010-09-11T10:52:00.005+08:00

Right after the killer paper on wed, i was automatically switched to holiday mood just as if my exams are completely over. That was a longgg day. Girls and i had our usual sushi & a quick catch up before i left off for teppanyaki with Andy Evan & Samantha. Then i met Po as we talked for hours while lazing ard on her bed all the way until she fell asleep, and i ended the day sneaking out of her hse for overnight mahjong with Andy Desy & Yting @ Jen's place. Such a tiring but productive day, considering the fact that i got to meet so many of them in that few hrs after my period of mugging absence.

Then, thurs saw me secretly planning to surprise Andy @ his place which in turn, gave myself a big surprise instead. Or more of embarrassment i should say. Sighhh! Anyway, aside from double dating with Po & Mund, it was a bad day. I got scammed to pay $140 for, still, a non-colored hair. But im touched because they spent a few boring hrs waiting for me there & had to bear with my complaints throughout the night hehe! You guys are awesome (Y)

Was out the whole of ytd as well, having porridge buffet with the usuals, counting of coins (LOL) & getting all addicted to iphone games with Mel and watched the guys soccer at night.

Oh wait. I still havent start my revision for CAC paper?!

2010-09-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

I know right, after much anticipation & self-excitement in getting my hair back to healthy jet black just a few mths ago, now im regretting on it alr. Fickle minded yet again. Gonna get my hair colored probably by the end of next week & i promise i will tryyyyyyy to stop spoiling my hair so much thereafter okokok!

I bet none of you have any idea how much i wish exams are over & done with by now. After every 15 mins of revision i'ld find myself getting all distracted, either by computer bed or planning for my 1 & only week of pathetic holiday before SIP starts. No, 5 days to be exact. Sighhh! I hope i'ld wake to realise its (nx nx) tuesday morning alr heheh!

2010-09-01T22:19:00.005+08:00

As everyone else is probably enjoying the most smelly & disgusting food ever that i hate so much so that just by the thought of it i feel like my appetite is all gone - durian, i am all alone at home right now, down with headache & a little heart ache. And that secretly makes up a whole part of the reason why i dropped the idea of going.

Gave revision a break today for the fighting of emotions overwhelming my head. It's so hard to find the right words in explaining how this feels exactly, but trust me, you wont want to know. Everyone just kept telling me that i should evolve but no one actually reminded me of what follows, and i think i just proved all your theories wrong. As much as i hate changes, i slowly find myself heeding the advices which suddenly seem so pointless now. I wish i didnt bother trying in the first place so that all of these wont come pouring on me. So, is that right?

Most of you are probably lost in this whole chunk of gibberish but it didnt really matter, i guess? I hate writing such post which i havent been for a really long while, but it never fails to help me feel a tad better. Almost forgotten how this was like after being so happy & contented with everything in life lately that i should be thankful for.

Remind me again that i should stop being stupid.

On a lighter note, i got allocated to some finance firm in Shenton Way for my SIP and even though i couldnt stop whining about the pple who got into Chaichee Techno Park, a part of me is still relieved that im not alone. And in the midst of what seem like endless thoughts, daddy made me smile when he came into my room with a box of (my fav) egg tarts he specially went to buy for me. And that was probably the best thing that happened today.

2010-08-28T13:48:00.004+08:00

"Dont be scared. Just cover yourself with blanket & think of me. Close your eyes" - that was how i was put to bed last midnight.

As sweet as you might think that is, i was really scared. I had mahjong with DPSX ytd night before slacking with the guys at playground, very much just like the usual days. And then after bidding goodbye to Siyang as i hear the engine of his car starting off, i see stains of blood that flowed from the top of the lift door i was about to enter, and i stood rooted to the ground for a second.

Contemplating whether or not to call Andy, take the stairs, or just get into the lift.

And so i did. With hp in my hands, i rushed in & walked almost at the speed of running to my doorstep. And then i remembered that i didnt bring my keys so i had to press the doorbell & wait for my dad to wake & open the door for me. And that 3 mins i spent in the empty corridor was probably the scariest time i had in my entire life.

I feel like im writing a composition to be handed up now but seriously, cant forget the sight, can you? Must stop scaring myself. Need to sleep well tonight.

2010-08-21T11:52:00.002+08:00

Happy 100th day baby boy (:

Just came back from the guys' chalet this morning. It feels very much like living under the same tiny roof with a bunch of crazy gamblers who spent all our days playing mahjong, texas & blackjack, aside from the drinking games. And then there was bbq, quite some cooking done (all by the guys hehe), toasted garlic bread & hell alot of my favourite nutella (L)

Remind me again that the fun's over & i need to get back to study?

2010-08-15T02:08:00.008+08:00

DESARU / KOTATINGGI / PENGARANG

Eight months ago, we witnessed a shooting star together on our way to KL. And this time we watched fireflies for our very first time (: Guided with 2 GPS-es in our car, i had a tour around another part of malaysia with the same group of pple & we had fun despite the short stay there. Kh is such a good tour guide with all the printed researches planned out & a safe driver as well! So i thank you for that.

GENTING

Genting trip with my family officially completed my whole week stay in malaysia. I think i've never missed home so much. Hate how dirty the toilets are, & i cant help but to push the blame of my newly grown pimples on their tap water ): Felt like i havent seen everyone for the longest time. Dislike button pls! But i had quite a good bonding session with my parents where we play daidee till midnight before falling asleep, yada yada hehe they're so cute!

HAPPY 3RD MONTH

Finally got to meet up with boyfriend after the 8th consecutive day, and poof! We're three months old! Hehe :D Had my favourite sakae for lunch before spending our whole evening at Eastcoast talking about anything under the sun. Any words would still be an understatement as to how much i love days like this (:

And then i got to meet up with the rest of them at night too! Had a great talk with the girlies while waiting for the guys to finish soccer, and then we formed a mini gambling den in Po's crib which lasted us till morning. It was almost a perfect day spent with my dearest pple after such a long time but i just had to injured my little finger which hurts so much till this hour that i hope the brown thing i see in it is not a piece of wood?!

Got to start revision soon, really really really!

2010-08-03T00:16:00.001+08:00

Besides being excited over how Siyang would look after shaving off that prominent long & thick hair of his, its quite a sad thing that he's is NS now already ): No more always-ready-to-meet whenever im hungry or bored at home at unearthly hours, sighhh!

Anyway, I finally tried KOI hahahhaha! Dont judge me, im just too lazy to queue all the time okay! And i watched quite a few movies lately, went to Barrage with Po & "SEA" (lol?) during one of the nights, Georges, visited Po @ chinatown during her break time, lunch @ NYP, finally played pool after banana yrs, supper & more supper at Simpang/85, watch the guys play bball/soccer, and today i had 3 hrs of badminton with Maine Jas Yz & Kh which almost took my life away.

I need more motivation, and time.

2010-07-30T00:09:00.001+08:00

Hi, these are my friends for you hahahah :D

2010-07-20T17:22:00.009+08:00

Edmund & Jennifer's Birthday

1200am surprise

Presentation

School's been a bore, and the constant reminders on this upcoming endsem exam is driving me krazeeeeee but i just really dont have the mood to kick start on any revision, yet. And did i mention that i receieved my 1st Fail in poly ytd?! So much for waking early. Zzzz

Have been meeting up with the same old people in my life everyday, but me is happy for that (: The countless discussions on the driving trip up to Malaysia with poly peeps are getting us all excited for the holiday, or should i say study break to be exact. And then there was Edmund's birthday celebration(s), watching of Po's ballet competition @ Chinese Girls School, and many more random meetups esp because Ericko is back!

Major in need of putting a stop to late night supper from now! Okokokokxz?!?!

2010-07-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANCAKE FACE!

Timecheck: 1200am!

Yesss, this is a scheduled post because meanwhile we will be waiting for you guys to finish the number ball game & then surprise you! Hope your face gets smaller & your chest gets bigger in the months to come? Hahahhaha okay Po is rushing me to get out of the house alr. Be touched later!

2010-07-14T19:39:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAINE!

I know you wish you could chop off my fingers and keep them right, but too baddddd! Touched not? Cant believe you actually brought eyedrops with you! I was waiting to see how you're gna keep your words & cry upon seeing them, but you played cheat! ): Anywayyy, hope you enjoyed ytd's celebration despite having all the surprises gone down the drain! Hmmm, i wonder who were the culprits ar hahahha! Enjoy your big day okay dear!

2010-07-13T23:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH

Andy was secretly planning on his surprise for me at 1200am with his handmade giant card, but i accidentally spoiled it all by spending the night drinking with Jas Yz & Kh and it drove me all guilty conscious after knowing about it the next day! Nonetheless I was still very touched by his effort and just by the thought of it, it made my day (:

Love you much.

2010-07-10T22:10:00.007+08:00

Universal Studio

After much anticipation & worries for as long as this day has been planned, the mass dating session @ USS tgt with Maine & Dwayne, Jas & Jerome, and Bao & Velynn didnt turn out to be that bad after all hehe! And then we had supper at this place in Chinatown where Maine seem all excited about. But again, what's new when it comes to food right! :P Feeling of contentment, esp ending the day with me hugging boyfriend to sleep.

Bliss.

2010-07-06T14:43:00.008+08:00

GEORGES

NEVERLAND

I just love having fun with them (:

2010-07-03T13:15:00.005+08:00

Finally had my favourite sakae sushi with Andy on Thursday! And then it was a last minute decision to catch "Knight & Day" which turned out really greattt. Tom Cruise is still so handsome, i like him! Hehe happy girl me (:

2010-07-01T00:42:00.012+08:00

FIELD TRIP TO IRAS

Besides the traveling distance, it was not that bad a trip i guess. Shopping with the girls after that was awesome, but that made the guys really bored while waiting for us too hahahha! And then we headed Jas' house for mahjongggg!

MY FAVOURITE ITAS BREAKFAST

with my favourite boy (:

Spent almost every night catching world cup with Andy & the guys / zm/ xm @ Georges / Mac/ Simpang/ Fengshan CC! And then there was dinner @ simpang with DPSXA one of the nights, followed by htht with Po where we still managed to gobble down icecream & snacks! How sinful.

Andy's driving test in 13 hrs time! Me is gna stay home and wait for his good news and then go eat sakae with him as celebration hahahhahahaha! Goodluck baby!

2010-06-26T01:22:00.002+08:00

I hate how love can be so fucking blind at times that it makes you give up on us like that. I hate how i couldnt answer to the pple who seem to ask one after another on why arent we hanging out tgt anymore. I hate how coming across old pictures would never fail to remind me of how much things have changed from then, and that the times we had were not enough for you to fight for our friendship. And i hate the fact that i'll feel sad/angry/disappointed all over again each time these thoughts run through my mind.

2010-06-18T15:30:00.005+08:00

School holiday is gna be over in a blink of an eye. Spent much of these 2 weeks racking brains rushing projects with the girls, and then the rest of my free time mostly with DPSXA, the guys & Andy.

Work @ IT Fair was fun yet tiring at the same time. Hate having to squeeze through crowds, but love the company of the usual ones. And then i had one of the nights secretly baking muffins @ Jas' place for Andy while he happily believed that i'm having some overnight mahjong session hehe! But anyway, thanks babe for the help!

So as far as i can rmb, we had drinks @ Georges after the last day of work, Teoheng the previous night, finally meeting up with Shihmei after god knows how long, catching of Karate Kid with Andy (JADEN SMITH IS SO CUTE!), and later on we'll be heading to Thai Pub.

Will update this space again soon ok!

2010-06-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTH

Thankyou for everything that you've done.
I love you (:

2010-05-05T23:54:00.008+08:00

BIRTHDAY @ MARINA BARRAGE

BIRTHDAY @ CARTEL

MIDNIGHT SURPRISE FROM THE GUYS

BIRTHDAY @ WILD WILD WET

BIRTHDAY @ NYNY

SG FLYERS WITH CHEW

NANA'S BIRTHDAY

JASON'S BIRTHDAY

EVAN/ DARREN/ HWEEDA/JASON's BIRTHDAY

THE OVERDUE(S)

Turned 19 with the company of all my love ones. Thankyou so much for all the celebrations & surprises the past few days, you pple made up the whole reason as to why im feeling so bliss right now, and everyday (:

This year, I wish that living could be much simpler.

Didnt really look forward to birthday this year, but they all made it so great it was probably one of the best i ever had. Wna thank DPSXA & guys for that night & the ipod, Andy for your first ever self-baked cake (it really wasnt that bad!), Edmund for your surprisingly so delicious cookies - didnt know you really can bake!, Girlies & Classmates for the whole lot of fun & presents, Chris for the surprise & 19 of my fav choco tarts, & everyone else for everything done.

Love you sweeties very much,
Xoxo!

2010-04-16T17:32:00.004+08:00

Just got back from eating Beach Road Prawn Mee with Sy & now i gotta rush for steamboat with DPSXA!

God, im sucha glutton ):

2010-04-13T12:53:00.005+08:00

"It’s only when things become history then we start to realise & miss them.
It’s a funny thing. And we’re all the same."

2010-04-11T18:24:00.003+08:00

As much as i hate to convince myself with the fact, my hair is officially black right now. Like seriously, jet black kind of black. But plus a few brown patches too thanks to my oh-so-professional hairdresser Edmundlim, right.

And work has ended as well. Miss the girlies there so much! Now that im back to meeting the usuals every single night, i really wish that school wouldnt have to start esp with the splitting of classes nx sem yet again.

Cant really do detailed updating now but there was meeting up with the poly clique for teoheng, pub, dinner & slacking, catching of Date Night with Chris, finally meeting up with Maine for a long htht, and every other nights with the usuals at Cheesecake Cafe, Ice Cream Chef, Marina Barrage, Bv hut/playground, Simpang, or one another's house (Y)

Must stop eating so much its damn gross!

2010-03-28T11:46:00.003+08:00

Cant believe i lost my phone & didnt even have the slightest idea where in the world i dropped it. Suddenly feel so disconnected with everyone & everything. No alarm, no reminders, no calculator, no contact, no nothing. Im so damn bored i think i never felt so bored in my entire life before i just feel like going to sleep now & then wake up to see a new phone next to me ):

2010-02-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

BORED @ HOME ):

2010-02-24T13:17:00.001+08:00

YESSSS IM STILL ALIVE & KICKINGGG hahahah sorry i had to abundant this place even though holiday has started but i really cant make time for computer lately hehe so pls bear with me okay?

This holiday has successfully screwed up my body clock ever since the day i finished my last paper, with my first 3 weeks dedicated to meeting DPSX & the guys to eat slack gamble drink & whatnot every single night, like as if we would die if we dont see one another after every 6 hrs interval hahahah, and i really had fun despite the lack of sleep.

The fourth week saw Jas & i spending most of our time @ Orgo. The amount of things to do there probably made up to the housework that i didnt have to touch at home for at least a year, can you imagine? And work made me miss my usual night owls so much ):

Ready for the photo bomb?!?!

2010-01-30T16:40:00.015+08:00

And, last but not least..

HEHEHEHHEHE!
Steamboat with DPSX this friday was yet another attempt to clear the crazy amount of food left on the table. It seem like we always end up overbuying, idk whyyy.

Saturday saw me crawling out of the bed, all reluctant to move even though im alr (very) late. Met up with the girls for shopping before heading off to celebrate Weekian's 19th, caught My Ex @ Marina, got scared by Desy more than the ghosts in the movie, and spent the rest of the night at Ecp as usual.

I cant stop viewing last night's pictures because its just so damn entertaining hahahha!

2010-01-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

It pisses me off when everyone says that time is a healer,
when at the same time they also prove to you that absence makes the heart grows fonder.

2010-01-26T01:35:00.005+08:00

My happy pills (:

2010-01-23T00:30:00.003+08:00

This week's been a torture, im so glad all the projects, CS meeting, presentation & test are finally over & done with. It felt just as though its the start of vacation the moment i stepped out of the hall this morning, do you even have any idea how much it sucks having to return to school on a saturday morning for a test?!

Thank god for the pple who never fail to bring some life into the mundane school days. Even a simple dinner @ 85 had to be so drama mama because of a crazy bitch, i really dont know how i survived.

Usual hangout with the girls during weekdays, countless attempts to revise for test but failed, dinner @ lagoon with DPSX & had awful drinks which we ended up playing games to finish them, strolling @ pasarmalam for food, watched Toothfairy with classmates before mahjong & major gossiping/h2h talk are (Y), but at the meantime also the reasons for my ugly dark rings.

Bad habits die hard, yes?

2010-01-17T12:23:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 19TH DARREN.L!

Love you though you're such an annoying bitch in my life hahhahah!
Thanks for always taking care of me and being a really good brother.
Have fun :D

2010-01-15T23:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NINETEENTH BAO!

You're so old now aunty cockroach! Time to stop playing with my fats everyday in class before i punch you okay hahahah anywayyy, hope you had a good time with us last night even though the surprise plan failed sighhhhxzxz! Loveya :D

2010-01-06T21:35:00.008+08:00

HAPPY NINETEENTH YZ/ BAF/ BLOGSTALKER!

Had the first birthday celebration of 2010 spent in seoul garden gobbling food like a glutton ytd. Hopefully the old man likes the cake, tee, food & of course our company (WHICH IM SURE YOU DID HEHE)!

Afterwhich we headed down to katong with a full stomach for Teoheng with the rest of the girls which turned out to be a blast. Akk seem to have swallowed some ecstasy or whatnot, she's been so high the whole time idk whyyy, but i like! (Y)

Tried laksa for the very first time in my life & i think i almost caught fire after the fifth spoon. I know right, i suck tolerating spiciness but shut up okay! And then we had mahjong till midnight @ Rachel's place with Nana joining us, marking an end to my very long tiring but happy day.

Can anyone pls ask me for tanning real soon?

2010-01-02T22:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2010!

Didnt get to countdown with my dear ones this year because family kidnapped me to Genting. I've got no idea how i should describe 09 actually. Thankful for so much things im blessed with, but at the same time disliking how pple always have to come & go.

So, thursday saw my 38club (LOL!) going for kbox after school before staying over at my place with the company of mahjong, poker, martell, baileys & gossips all the way till 5am when im suppose to leave for Genting. Thank god i survived the bus journey with my head on the verge of bursting.

The biggest surprise of the trip was probably the moment when i was stoning at foodcourt, trying to keep myself awake & when i finally regained my consciousness, Wt was just infront of me! Almost thought i was too tired so it took me quite some time to react haha! I wonder if he still reads this space?

Anyway, themepark was great except for the time spent on queues & the short drizzle which was enough to make me shiver.

May 2010 be an even better year!

2009-12-27T17:03:00.005+08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE, 24DEC

Countdown @ town with my favourite bunch of girls was what made up my christmas this year. Sherlock Holmes turned out to be better than expected & i like it! Had a hard time running away from danger zone where pple are all armed with bottles of snow spray in their hands, ready to attack us at any moment & it really gets quite annoying yknow. Esp when we finally finished clearing all the foam from my hair & there you go again spraying at my face #&()*$&*#@$

CHRISTMAS WEDDING, 25DEC

Watching them get married was really a heartwarming sight, its so hard to find couples lasting for 11 years & still staying so strong, which im glad you guys did (:

2009-12-23T19:02:00.005+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH YTING!

Despite the many many many times that i've been to lagoon i still ended up missing the god damn stop again, giving bff a second reason to nag at me when i finally reached eastcoast. Sometimes i feel sorry for my own bad sense of direction as well, man.

So, the bbq was at pitt 52 & there was the presence of that huge pink chocolaty cake, everything much like the previous times. We ate, talk, drank, smuggled the guys into girls toilet (because the idea of being alone in the whole toilet freaks me out), watch pple vomit & slack in the hut before cabbing home tgt. Routine, but enjoyed as always (:

2009-12-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

YUM YUM!

2009-12-18T23:36:00.001+08:00

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO YOU CHARMAINE TAN HAHAHHA!

He thinks he's funny like that :/

HIHI ME IS BACKKK!

KL trip was really fun, the three days past so fast we barely even had time to enjoy enough. Made through it all with Kh's fluent malay speaking where we would usually just stand by the side waiting for his translation, you're awesome (Y)!

Made a hell lot of noises on the bus, singing & gossiping throughout the whole trip which i guess everyone else got pretty annoyed with :/ The best part was probably star gazing at one point of the route where the sky was really really beautiful, & while we were happily singing to the tune of some old school songs a shooting star caught our eye! All of us went "EHHHHHHHHH" at the same time lah!

It was a pretty sight.

Sunway Lagoon saw us screaming like sissies in the haunted house, left Jas a blueblack after a roller coaster ride & Kh vomitting at the end of the day hahahah. It was just one hell of a great time, esp the crazy water fights & chatting in the clear blue pool all the way till evening (:

Am missing KL already.

2009-11-28T23:04:00.008+08:00

Finally managed to get some tan with the girls last week. Thought it was a failure since the sun decided to play hide & seek with us, but i guess thanks to my powerful tanning oil there were pple who actually noticed my change in skin tone! Hehe make me happy only :D

Made pizza @ Jas' place with Maine, Kh & Bw after school one of the days before having a great night talk at Tam. And then last night it was overnight mahjong & then lazing ard feeling all drained, catching up with Desy, Nana & Xinyi (Y) Love days like this.

2009-11-27T12:48:00.003+08:00

The reasons are gone for why I was holding on to you

2009-11-24T20:54:00.007+08:00

"Sometimes, it is easier to say that you’re fine
instead of having to explain all the reasons why you’re not"

Not the first time catching late night movie & then running for our last bus, but i hate it. Didnt like rushing (as if every morning havent done a great job with that), and didnt like taking empty buses. 2012 was awesome anyway, i dont uds why are there so much criticism. Its adding on to how much i (alr) believe we're all gna die in 3 years time, so stop arguing with me abt this or i'll punch you!

2009-11-22T11:50:00.008+08:00

Caught "Love Happens" with Edmund after school and ate like two hungry cows hehe! It has always been nice spending the day talking with him, apart from sudden shivers caused by the pouring rain.

And then there was meeting the girls for shopping @ orchard before heading down to Ecp for Wc's bday bbq. Ate much uncooked satay(s) and watch them clear food in the most disgusting way ever - Eating in the bin, gulping coke, and even spoonfuls of chilli. Made my empty stomach lost its appetite too.

And a few reminders from Darren, it was friday that day.

As much as i dont want to..

2009-11-19T01:55:00.004+08:00

The horrible weather which got me drenched for the past few days was probably what caused my fever two nights ago. You wouldnt want to know how sucky it was having to even sit for a test when my head is alr feeling so heavy, but thank god i made it through.

Gave miss to watching of meteor showers last night, and Jas Kh & Yz just wouldnt stop rubbing in with their countless descriptions of how pretty it was, all the way till nowwwwww right at this minute this second! Feel so sad lah. Now they're asking me to look at their pictures which doesnt even have a single shot of a star to console myself, what bastard friends i have here ):

The person who said wna watch the nx meteor showers (20 years later) with me btr remember this kkkkk!

2009-11-15T20:54:00.008+08:00

Thankyou (:

One of the many many pics that pervert took while we were aslp hahahhaha

Okay, let me recall now. So there was one fine day when Maine Jas Kh Yz & i had 8 hours of singing session after school like as if we're still having our holidays. Blasting music, dance & going crazy probably explains why we were so tired by the time we settled down at Macs for supper that night.

And fri the 13th got all our hearts skipping beats every single second i thought we would have died. Exciting is definately not the word, what do you think? Rushed over to Eastcoast for Sl's birthday bbq later in the night to watch him get smashed with every possible thing found there.

So lazy to elaborate on the rest but last night was so.. Indescribable? Hahhahaha Kh actually broke my chopstick while repeating "WHY ARE YALL LAUGHING AT ME" throughout the night, i still have no idea how the hell did he do that but it was damn entertaining.

Yz hurry send me the video leh hahahahah!

2009-11-10T00:37:00.009+08:00

FRIDAY

Lost our way, again! I have no idea how we ended up at Chinatown & we walked a million miles before finally reaching somewhere familiar - Boat Quey. Amazing not you tell me? Shopped at cityhall with my road-idiot girls for the rest of the day before meeting Desy Nana Xin Nic & Eric for mahjong at my place. It was really a good catch up session, yes? (:

SATURDAY

Sweat like a mad cow. Even so, dinner at lagoon afterwhich made me gain back twice the amount of fats i tried to burn, but who could resist Teddy Bear Chicken Wings righttt! And my fav carrot cake hehe. I kinda really like east coast yknow (:

Watching of Cexi's guitar performance at Siglap CC that night certainly brought back much sec sch memories. How i miss slacking at that area after school! And then met winston & guys before heading off for supper at bedok market.

SUNDAY

Had a good time blindfolding Xinyi & stripping her hahahah! That girl actually believed that we're only gna have dinner at Simpang for her birthday, but of course not! Covered her eyes with a tie before we started changing her from head to toe, she must be wondering what the hell we were up to in that blasted mp3 we made her put on. It was only until we reached Giraffe that the real surprise started, because all the guys were alr present in front of her when we removed the blindfold and she didnt knowwwww hehe!

It was such a good night, esp the heart2heart talk tgt with the company of mac delivery, fb gossips & dvds with the girls during stayover. More quality time like this pls (:

MONDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PO!
It feels like everyone has been repeating "You're FINALLY eighteen", yes? Hahahhaaha blame it on yourself for being a november baby! Still feeling very proud that you didnt suspect anything right until the moment we blindfolded you hehe! I almost died trying not to laugh when you were telling me how we should eat at lagoon/simpang, and how slack you can wear since we'll only be slacking at Des' place lah! Silly girl you.

As cliche as it is, im so thankful to have you, so happy to know known you girls since sec 2, and im so glad that we're are still as close as ever now. Love our friday-weeklys & every other moments spent tgt & and youuu (:

TUESDAY

So tired of everyone telling me I was wrong about this time after time.

2009-10-28T23:54:00.005+08:00

School has been good lately. Didnt realise how much i miss hanging out with the girls everyday after school like that until now hehe. Cheesy much. But hate how pimples are popping out like free & the annoying black roots which everyone has been constantly reminding me about. Need to do sth about it, badly.

A brighter brown? Or black?

2009-10-25T13:01:00.005+08:00

Friday was such a happy yet drama-mama day. Happy because i finally got to meet up with Lana after dinosaur years, so much to catch up with. And slacking with the usual girls for the whole noon was good esp with our favourite company of cards. And of course dinner with Desy Nana & Maine, followed by drinking at Sunplaza park after Jas Bao & Isaac joined us.

Ytd, caught Sorority Row with Edmund. And as much as i hate this, the sound system just never fail to make me jump as usual. Embarrassing much! Need to do sth abt this.

Arrgh. Feel so lazy for school now!

2009-10-20T22:18:00.008+08:00

Kicked start first day of school with our all time favourite - ITAS breakfast set. What could possibly beat slacking tgt with the girls like that as a good morning right! I think i kinda really like the feeling of school. Its so nice seeing all the familiar faces again after so long.

Sakae, getting new navel stud & office wear, major panic attack with heartbeat tripling its speed thanks to charmaine tan who grabbed my wrist so tight & then laughing our lungs out pretty much explains why im feeling so damn drained up right now. I've never felt like that before, and i never want to ever again okay! Its not funny at allllllllllllllll ):

2009-10-18T22:24:00.008+08:00

I know right, school is starting tmr & everyone is hoping that tonight would be a long night. And why is everyone asking me if i can wake on time tmr? Have some confidence in me can anot!

Birthdays & more birthdays coming up. The feeling of eating so much cake within the past 48 hours kind of irks me now. No way im gna swallow another bite anytime near soon k!

2009-10-13T17:33:00.013+08:00

12/10: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINSTON!
13/10: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERICKO!

2009-10-11T13:48:00.010+08:00

So many events coming up one after another! And i know this is becoming like a photo-junk place for me alr right. Promise i'll do a proper update as soon as i have the time ok?!

2009-10-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hello cyberworld im finally back!

One week of work almost killed me, it sucks having to depend on coffee every morning to keep myself awake.

So happy whenever i see familiar faces visiting me, waiting to accompany me for lunch or dinner! It was so heartwarming hehe. Esp my girls who've came down for so many times, and Andy for the ToriQ, and Edmund for dinner one of the nights (: And big thanks to Yz for always driving us around after work!

It was really good having Weikiang as our booth manager though he likes to treat me as a portable dustbin. How mean right! But judging by the amount of break time he gave us, okay lah i forgive him ar haha! And we had Jm & Shak with us for the weekends, we sure had lots of fun throwing paper balls at one another & slacking for the whole damn day, yes? Not forgetting Alvin, the guy from the opp booth that we didnt like on our first day of work because we thought he's a tikopeh hahahaha but turns out to be a very nice guy!

The worst was probably getting scolded by this unreasonable aunty whom i initially thought was only here to try some sample, i even offered her quite a big piece lor! And then she started talking really loudly about how we didnt give her the 15% discount & we're now having the stock which was sold out the night before. Thank god Wk came to the rescue & scolded her back, you have no idea how shiok i felt watching her get tongue tied okay. God damn it, why would a fucking $5 drive someone to become so rude.

As for Andy's birthday chalet, IM DAMN SAD LAH BECAUSE I WASNT IN THE GRP PIC, ALL THANKS TO WORK ): Hahahah thus the picture above :p

And and and, bueno made my day (:

2009-09-24T15:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH ANDY!

You better like the shirt we got for you ar, because it was picked by me! :D

2009-09-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

Just gained 5kg after dinner at lagoon with Edmund. We spent half of the time trying to bargain with each other the portion we're suppose to finish, it was so torturing! Even teddy bear chicken wings didnt taste that nice anymore haha! And then we had a short stroll at Eastcoast before deciding to walk back to my place, which apparently didnt seem to help much in digestion anyway.

But it was a good night (:

Work's starting tmr, i have no idea how in the world am i gg to wake at such early hours for the next one week or so. Wouldnt have much time to update this space i suppose, so bye pple. Rmb to visit me at work okay!

2009-09-20T20:22:00.009+08:00

Backtrack:
1. Dinner at 85 with Po & pple who are finally back from M'sia
2. Overnight mj with Desy Eric Winston Roy & Xm
3. Shopping with Maine
4. Had to look for the hopeless girl because she got lost in Ion
5. Laughed like crazy thanks to the dare games
6. Had to run & hide in the arcade for 10 mins. How excitinggg, not!
7. Visited akk & jo at work.
8. Junqi's birthday bbq at Roy's place.
9. Water, sparkles & catching up with them made my day (:
10. Bff stayover at my crib

2009-09-17T23:03:00.001+08:00

I think you've heard enough about the VMA moment. Dont you feel like punching Kanye West in the face too? Such an asshole.

The past week saw me staring into spaces for quite a number of times, trying to figure out what exactly am i doing & what is it that i really want. Thank god for the pple around to keep me from falling, i decided to stop acting dumb & start making choices, some of which i know many of you wouldnt agree with. But just let me be stubborn for once?

On a brighter note, Gossip Girl Season 3 is out! -Screamsss